Thursday, December 16, 2010

Our last Christmas without you

Have you ever heard that song, "Our last Christmas without you" by Sixpence None the Richer?

For the last four years, I have heard the song played on the radio during the Christmas season. And every time that I hear it, I cry and wonder... is this the last Christmas without a baby?

The first year, I thought that it probably was.
The second year, I just knew that it had to be.
The third year, I wondered if there ever would be a last Christmas without baby.
Last year, I just turned off the radio when it came on. I had not given up, but it was too painful to think that ANOTHER year had passed without a baby.

I heard it today and I almost had to pull the car over, I was crying so hard.

Because you know what....

THIS IS OUR LAST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT HER!

4 comments:

  1. That just pulled at my heart! She is going to be so lucky to have you as her mom.

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  2. I have chills and tears! A VERY MERRY LAST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT HER to you and Rusty!!

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  3. Love it...I just mentioned to my mom today (before reading this) that I was so happy for you - this is your last Christmas without the child you've been praying for.

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