Have you ever heard that song, "Our last Christmas without you" by Sixpence None the Richer?
For the last four years, I have heard the song played on the radio during the Christmas season. And every time that I hear it, I cry and wonder... is this the last Christmas without a baby?
The first year, I thought that it probably was.
The second year, I just knew that it had to be.
The third year, I wondered if there ever would be a last Christmas without baby.
Last year, I just turned off the radio when it came on. I had not given up, but it was too painful to think that ANOTHER year had passed without a baby.
I heard it today and I almost had to pull the car over, I was crying so hard.
Because you know what....
THIS IS OUR LAST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT HER!